what i’m too afraid to say

i really, most truly, do love everyone.
i like most people.
there are very few who i don't get along with or enjoy spending time around.
but there are very few,
who ignite such an interest in me, as you.
who have me completely captivated, dying to figure you out,
excitedly yearning for our next moment together,
reigniting in me the love and joy that we are all born as-
when we are but excitable, pure, curious children-
that seems to slowly become overshadowed in so many.
you have no idea.
i already wrote a poem about you.
fuck.
i just want to be your best friend.